Awareness

There is no escape from this doubt within you, there is no way to forgive your will's betrayal of you. What can your character, shaped in the maturity of your consciousness, carry for you? What consequences of your actions can you feel at ease? Who is the plaintiff in this courtroom where you blame yourself? What kind of person would you be in a future where you drowned in the elements of your selfishness towards yourself? What efforts have you made to find a way to erase your mistakes? What feelings did you give up in exchange for forgiving yourself? You realize you know the questions, what motivation do you need to look for the answers? How many more painful nights are waiting for you for this awareness you have gained?