Beginning and End

When you start your life that will make you you with everything, you will gain all your gains, when you are not even ready to fight with injustice and meaninglessness, when you lose your pride and try to keep your conscience alive, you will betray everything you love in despair, you will be hostile to everyone to make peace with yourself, to buy time. In this life that you will spend time for, you are the protagonist in a story where everything ends with an absurd end, but you are dragged to an end where you cannot even save yourself, when you realize that all you can do is accept it, you are too late, you were afraid to face yourself in every cosmic scenario between the beginning and the end.