Living in your Shell

All this time you thought loneliness would protect you, you thought it would purify you from everything. You thought you could do something with what you had where life brought you. You thought the burden you carried on your back was right for you. You thought you would escape from the inevitable. All your patience, all your faith all this time has only made you a more callous person. You thought you were immortal when you just wanted to live, you thought you had the best leverage to drop everything, to live in your shell. You were always wrong, you were always alone.